It is no coincidence that Cliff and
I are reading 'Job' this a.m. in our quiet time. It is also no
coincidence that my private 'quiet time' had me in Romans Ch. 8. There
are no coincidences with God’s timing. I just don't have a clue who I am,
or where He is in this situation…(mainly your situation, Greg)...But of course
I know who I am, I am God’s Chosen Treasure, and so are you, and I know I
am, like you, on this earthly walk, that won't last forever, (tho' it
seems like forever, now) but how we handle this, WILL last forever!! God
promises!
This day it is hard to write,
because my emotions are sooooooooo high. But I have been searching the
Scriptures, and I see all these Precious Promises, and I think, are they for
us, Greg? It must be My prayers that are hindering a break-through for
you....How much more stress can your heart handle, as well as the rest of your
body? You have been in the hospital 4 times in the last month, the last was
your heart, they said "stress”, not a blockage.
Now your lease is up, and they have
taken the stance, 'it's up, and we have chosen to not renew your
lease.' So be out by the end of the month????? Where are your
Mercies, Lord, that are new every morning?
The promise that,
“I will contend with those who contend with
you?”
I have never had depression, like
I've seen with others, and what you have been through…(and I hope it is
through!!!! smile ) I wake up with a song in my heart every
morning, that is who I am, and will be....but there have been times that I have
said to myself, 'I am ready to throw in the towel, and I was, except I didn't
really know just what that meant...It didn't mean I was going to end it
all....I just couldn't see how I could handle any more. I see you at and
beyond this point, and my heart breaks.
God IS in control, and He sees out
into eternity, He also promised me that
“Greg is going to be all right.”
I have to trust Him, who else could
I go trust? We just need HELP as we walk thru this valley...spiritually,
financially, mentally...for
you especially, Greg. Where
are you, (meaning the rest of the Body of Christ?) You know that if you
break your little finger it upsets the whole body?...well your whole body is
broken, where are you Church?
I am only just preaching to the
choir, because the only ones reading my blog are near and dear friends and
family. But perchance God will lead someone to this blog that will be
'that hand extended, reaching out to the
oppressed, let me touch him, let me touch Jesus, so that others may know and be
blessed.'
Music is my heart, and that of
course is a song. smile
Please pray for Greg, for a kidney,
(which by the way has been put off for another 2 years, because of all the
other problems in his body) healing for his eye, (been in the hospital 3 times
in the last 60 days for surgery on his eye, 2 times for laser treatments to
relieve pressure) heart, which he has had 3 stints, and 3 heart attacks, in the
last few years.
God, we have a big problem here, and
I know you are on the throne....Your promises are true,
'you are God, you cannot lie' , 'you
are the same yesterday, today and forever,' ' when you cry unto me, I
will answer.' 'You have a plan
for Greg, plan to prosper etc...'
Hide us behind the cross, calm our
fears, Isaiah said,
'the work of
righteousness is peace, the effect of righteousness confidence and assurance
forever.’
Well we know it is not our
RIGHTEOUSNESS, but yours, that we can stand before the Father and claim these Precious
Promises, that are your Word, O God, not ours, so we know they are true!!!
Forgive me for whining, Father, and
give us MUCH GRACE, to serve you effectively. The devil wants Greg to be incapacitated,
but You know what you have for Greg to do.....don't be discouraged, Greg,
for my long goings on this a.m.; just be encouraged that He will supply!!
Boy am I hanging on, tight, this
a.m.....you do the same!
He's coming soon, and we will meet
you here, there or in the air!!
You too, Cray.
Nanny
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